Gray winter day, and the shapes
and contours of my world, my life,
so vague and undefined.
*
Yet, among the trees,
a certain clarity in all the gray;
each undressed branch, each twig,
often overlooked in shimmer
of a winter sun, shining now in stark
relief against this leaden sky.
*
Ash Wednesday, and my soul undressed
beneath the thumb that marks an ashy
cross upon my brow,
ash that tells me I am dust,
to dust I will return,
alone.
*
I kneel and do the only thing I know to do,
entrust my dustiness to arms of mercy stark
and stretched so long ago upon a barren tree
on a day as gray, as gray
as any day has ever been;
alone, but not alone;
there is a clarity in gray.