Beauty of Wildness in the Berkshires

a delicate wildflower shines its tiny light

against the darkness of the forest growth;

lush wild vines tango through the sumac

and wind their way up agèd trees;

artistic foliage sprouts wings that

wave in mountain winds;

a wild, spontaneous, unstructured beauty

that whispers to me of an elusive Presence

creatively at work amidst the shadows of our world,

amidst the troubles of our often unimaginative

lives, amidst our patterned restlessness.


I ask for the gift of quiet to listen,

absorb the mystery of life abundant,

rich, overflowing with an untameable

splendor from before the dawn of time,

hallowed life that reaches to that someday

Presence that awaits me at the end

of my life’s path.

Cabin Cats

Daughter and I took care of these cats while we enjoyed several weeks at son’s cabin in the Berkshires.  Perhaps it would be more accurate to say that they took care of us!

A delight!

Into the air they leap,

snatching frantically

at their bright pink plastic feather,

as though the fate of the cosmos

depended on their success;

or under the table they lurk,

their dark, sleek bodies a-tremble,

ready to pounce

on the tiniest of bugs,

a simple tuft of dust,

a tail, a ray of sun.

anything that might disturb

the order of their world;

they race, they pounce, they chase

whatever might be chaseable,

each other, if there’s nothing else,

so eager, so fully engaged

in all the joy of simply being alive.


A moment later, in the blinking of an eye.

they curl into balls of furry gray,

yawn and stretch their nimble limbs,

purr until they fall into a sleep

beyond profound,

dreaming away their yesterdays,

leaving tomorrow to tomorrow.


Other times, so wide awake, they sit transfixed,

little buddhas gazing into all that is, 

embodying all a yoga instructor

once tried to teach my restlessness:



full presence in each moment.


Sometimes I think I’d like to be a cat.

Pentecost Prayer

Spirit, very soul and breath of God,

Wind who swept across the deep darkness

of earth’s primordial waters,

Voice who whispered to prophets of Old,

Blazing Tongues of Fire that descended

in a rush of multi-lingual ecstacy

on the day of Pentecost,

 where are you today?


Come again, O Holy One,

sweep and whisper,

breathe and blaze again  

your fiery wisdom, power,

comfort and hope

in the deep, deep darkness of our time,

as the waters of chaos swirl,

menace, and threaten to drown

all that we hold dear.


(for all who live with chronic illness or difficult life circumstances)

This maple leaf became trapped in shrubbery just outside my window last fall.

She remained there as a rather strange and comforting companion each day

throughout the entire winter and early spring.

These haikus have sprung from our frequent silent dialogue over my morning tea.


trapped all winter long

chronic state of suspension

my world hangs with you


icy days, dark nights

in God’s mother-hands we rest

I am quieted


 roller-coaster days

learning equanimity

accepting what is


our world is shrunken

but in the stillness there are

wider horizons


broken, but still here

catching sunshine rays of hope

bow to mystery

Easter Triumph

Love is the victor. Death is not the end. The end is life. His life and our lives through him, in him. Existence has greater depths of beauty, mystery, and benediction than the wildest visionary has ever dared to dream. Christ our Lord has risen.

Frederick Buechner, The Magnificent Defeat

Bell Choir of Tiny Pine Cones

Lenten days,

and days of war,

our hallelujahs stilled;

yet, in spite of this somber time,

tiny opened pine cones,

bells dangling in my front yard,

ring out for me a silent praise;

praise for the holy Mystery of all that is

and all that is to be

amidst fragility of life

in troubled times;

praise for Love that formed

and holds these so-small cones,

holds me, and holds

our world as well.


Praise pours from the silent ringing

of these cones, and while I cannot

sing an alleluia in this dark

and dire time, I grateful bow before

the Love that, like these tiny cones,

dangled once upon a tree

and held within his opened arms

the seeds of a new life, gift

for all the little hours

of our so-belovèd lives, both

in this world and beyond.

Advent Limbo

limbo—not some other-worldly space or time

but here, right now, in the shushing

of the winter wind through fallen

leaves, the shortened days


we’re weary

waiting for relief

from countless sorrows

that afflict our troubled world

and our upside-down-turned lives

with hopes and plans all tentative, unsure   

the fragile walls that hold our lives

our nation, and our world, all crumbling

amid untruths and ugly disrespect

amid storms and droughts and floods

amid the rampant virus variants


we’re weary…and we’re also wondering,

wondering where is God

in all this limbo time?

has God forgotten that he once

so loved our world?

has he turned his face from us?

is this our punishment

to be endured until we learn

new ways of truth, learn love for

all, learn love for our good earth?


we ponder Mary in these days,

one who lived through her own limbo

of an unexpected pregnancy

birth in a crowded stable

flight to a foreign land

a Golgotha cross for her son


we pray to believe, beyond our sight

that she is with us still

as is her son

her God-with-us child

who swaddled himself in human flesh

to walk with us through our

Advent limbo-ed days

beneath the Christmas star

that continues to shine

through all our weariness

and wondering

(picture from “

The Silence of Eternity

(The phrases in quotation marks are from John Greenleaf Whittier’s 1872 hymn “Dear Lord and Father of Mankind.”   The full text of the hymn can be read following the poem.)

The “silence of eternity” holds

all the questions of my tiny life;

who am I? what’s to come?

and who are you, and why?


Sweet potato vine lolls

nonchalant across my deck; 

such calm; no questions there,

no concerns about the meaning of her life,

no empty silence in the

stillness of her nights.


I envy her.

Yet now and then,

amidst the many questions of my life,

amidst the “strain and stress” of chronic ills,

amidst “my [often] foolish ways,”

amidst sudden “earthquake, wind, and fire,”

yes, now and then,

in words that leap from sacred page,

in star-burst beauty of a flowering weed,

I hear a “still small voice of calm,”

a voice of Love “interpreting” for me

the silence that surrounds,

enabling me, for moments brief,

to know the “beauty of God’s peace,”

a peace that holds the answers…

always just beyond my grasp.


Lyrics to Whittier’s hymn (1872)

Dear Lord and Father of mankind,
forgive our foolish ways;
reclothe us in our rightful mind,
in purer lives thy service find,
in deeper reverence, praise.

In simple trust like theirs who heard
beside the Syrian sea
the gracious calling of the Lord,
let us, like them, without a word
rise up and follow thee.

O Sabbath rest by Galilee,
O calm of hills above,
where Jesus knelt to share with thee
the silence of eternity,
interpreted by love!

Drop thy still dews of quietness,
till all our strivings cease;
take from our souls the strain and stress,
and let our ordered lives confess
the beauty of thy peace.

Breathe through the heats of our desire
thy coolness and thy balm;
let sense be dumb, let flesh retire;
speak through the earthquake, wind, and fire,
O still, small voice of calm!

Singing in the Darkness–Ephrem of Edessa

How do we sing God’s songs in times of darkness?   We’ve lived through a very dark time in our country in the last few years.  The past two years have seen the spread of the corona virus seep into so many corners of our lives, and masked, distanced, and often isolated from friends and family, we’ve faced the tragic darkness of so many lives lost, of so many lives shattered by losing businesses, jobs, or shelter.  We’ve also shuddered in the darkness as temperatures continue to rise around the world, creating heat waves, massive floods, storms, and devastating droughts and wildfires.  Violence and wars around the world headline our news every day.  And we have also witnessed the darkness of a violent assault on our country’s Capitol, on our democratic values, on truth itself, as lies have festered in attempts to rewrite the history of an insurrection, and to distort the facts surrounding the outcome of an election. 

Can we still sing of God with us?  Can we still believe and sing of God’s care and concern, of God’s presence in the midst of such darkness?  Perhaps we can learn something about singing in the darkness from a little known saint of the 4th century, Ephrem of Edessa (306-373).  Ephrem was a deacon and teacher for many years in the Syrian church of Nisibis (currently Nuysabin in southeastern Turkey), then later in the church of Edessa (currently Urfa in southeastern Turkey).  He was deeply devoted to Christ and to his Church, but he lived in a time when elemental truths of the Christian faith were under attack from a variety of sources.  In addition to watching the distortions of his beloved faith, Ephrem also lived through many years when his beloved city of Nisibis was under siege by forces seeking to wrest it from the Romans.  Further, when after several sieges, Nisibis was overwhelmed by enemy forces and abandoned by the Roman army, he and all the Christians of Nisibis were forced to leave their beloved city.   Ephrem and his Christian friends became refugees, roaming from place to place until, eventually, they were able to settle in Edessa.   Not long after their settlement in Edessa, however, the city’s population was decimated by a plague.  Ephrem did all he could to alleviate the suffering but eventually he, too, became sick and died from the plague, probably alone in the cave that he had made his home.

How did Ephrem respond to all of the darkness around him—the erosion of truth, the violent assaults on his beloved hometown, the perils of being a refugee, and then the plague?  Ephrem responded by SINGING.  He wrote poetic sermons and a myriad of hymns (400 of them are still in print today!), and then he set his hymn-poems to the music of Syriac folk tunes.   These theologically poetic tunes he would teach to all-female choirs in his church, giving the women of his day, who often had little opportunity to speak in church circles, a voice to join him in singing out against all the darkness around them. 

Can we do the same today?  Certainly not an easy task, but I do believe we can.  In spite of all the darkness of our times, I do believe that we can still sing the poetic Psalms that acknowledge our pain and sorrow but also proclaim the majesty, mystery, and power of a God committed to justice and mercy and truth.  That we can still sing the hymns of the Church that echo the New Testament’s claim of God’s steadfast and profound love for our world.  That we can still sing St. John’s dream on the island of Patmos, a dream of God’s  somehow, someday, renewal of the heavens and of the earth.

Perhaps our singing will lead us to more sustained prayer for God’s light to shine in our darkness.  Will lead to action to help those in need.  Will lead to constructive protest against the powers that distort truth and disdain justice.  Will lead us to persistent hope in the brightness of the One of whom Ephrem sang in his hymn De Nativitate—a brightness no darkness can ever overcome.

The Lord entered her [the Virgin Mary] and became a servant; the Word entered her and became silent within her; thunder entered her, and his voice was still; the Shepherd of all entered her; he became a Lamb in her and came forth bleating. The belly of your Mother changed the order of things, O you who order all! Rich he went in, he came out poor: the High One went into her, he came out lowly. Brightness went into her and clothed himself and came forth a despised form. … He that gives food to all went in and knew hunger. He who gives drink to all went in and knew thirst. Naked and bare came forth from her the Clother of all things.